12 More Weeks

I had a doctors appointment today. As I was waiting in the room for Dr. McDonald to get there, I was thinking about how much more time I had to wait before the baby would come. 12 more weeks was what I kept thinking, but I don't know if I can wait that long. In reality, that time will go by fast and it really isn't that long of a time. But I want it to be over now. I want to hold our little boy. I want Ryan to meet his brother. I want to know what it will be like with Ryan and a baby. I want to wear my jeans and feel like I can breathe. I want to see what he looks like. I know it will come soon, but I just can't wait.