Oh, and one more thing...

I just spent a few minutes looking through the blogs of my friends and it made me think of two things...

1. How much I miss them. My life is so crazy right now, I have not spent much time with anyone. I know they are understanding and supportive, but I still miss them.

2. How much I want one more baby. I have always wanted three, but the intense desire started again when I watched Eli come into the world. The desire comes back when I hold him and feed him. The desire came back today when I saw pictures of Sophie, Maya, Will, Isaac, Adeline, Andrew and Gertie.

There is one problem, though. Rob does not share the intense desire for one more. Ryan and Noah do. Ryan keeps telling me that after I finish school, he will start Kindergarten and I will have an egg in my belly. Hopefull Rob will come around. Or I may have to take Eli home and never return him...

I'm getting close

One more week of clinicals, one more week of micro lab, a few more tests. The end of my first semester is near. I am getting lazy, not studying as much, so I will spend the next couple of weeks cramming, which is not usually my style. I have the first week of May off. I hope to be refreshed and ready for my last semester. Only 12 weeks. I think I can do it.

Rob is being amazing to me. He has taken on a lot of the parenting responsibility while I am in class or at work or finishing homework. The poor boy has been so neglected by his wife. I am sorry for that, but also thankful for his understanding.

My house is a mess. For some reason the maid has not been showing up or doing laundry...I must fire her for that. Many would be dumbfounded if they were to see my house right now. But, something's gotta give!